does neone even read this nemore??? leave a comment if u do...lol if no one comments...o well haha i dun care!

wow...haven't written in this thing for HELLLAAA long..haha o wellz....spring break came along..and it was great...recap for yallsss...just the short brief summary of it...

Thurs March 31- did nothing...just slept in...felt great...
Friday--Went shopping with Bernie, Krystal, Caitilin, and Sherie in east bay...
Sat--i honestly dun remember haha
Sun--hung out with the cousins!! lol haven't done that in hella long...
Mon--Chilled with the sis since it was her last day in the city...
Tues--hung out with brittney and danielle and danielle's house...
Wed--Great America with sherie, bernie, josh, and krystal..then off to monnies house!!!! i haven't seen that girl in hella long!!!!
Thurs--met up with hepsie and went to the beach...great catching up with her..lol...then met up with monnie, suzie, and krystal in west portal
Friday--my hw day...haha
Sat--went downtown with ryan and hung out there
Sun--MAJOR HW DAY....and thats the end of pring break

so ya it came to an end...and i only got 4 hours of sleep due to day light savings and cuz of spring break and i couldn't sleep...well i do not know when i shall be blogging again..but hey u never kno!

-OuTz-

wow haven't updated this shit in hella long..haha well heres my once every 2 weeks blog..lol hmmm...o ya started a myspace..hella addicting shit man...haha well ya also cant wait to go to Great America with my knights team!!! dude..i hella miss everyone..lol...i cant wait..also hmm nothing else really to say but..hmm midterms was ayte..but in dire need of summer to come quickly or a break where i can take multiple days to sleep in...damn i wish..hmm well ya nothing else...but this

from lisa's xanga...o how i wish of such a perfect boy..

+ I want a boy.
+ A nice boy.
+ A boy who has shaggy hair and lets me play with it.
+ Someone who would move the hair away from my eyes and than kiss me.
+ Hold my hand in line at the mall and make all the girls jealous.
+ A pretty boy. But not so pretty I feel awkward.
+ Someone who wears the same size as me in girls pants.
+ Someone who would think I was beautiful if I dressed so trashy it was classy.
+ Someone who would sing to me at random moments.
+ Who would let me sleep on their chest
+ Loves Benji Madden just as much as I do, but likes it when I put N Sync on.
+ I want someone who wouldnt mind buying me bouncy balls whenever given the chance.
+ And I would love it that whenever we went to shows, He'd let me drool over the lead singer for the night.
+ And of course he'd be in a band, and he'd be so emo he'd cry sometimes.
+ This boy would wear his trucker hats side ways and let me wear them too.
+ We wouldnt have any rules about who's clothes are who's.
+ When he goes away, he would call me 3 times a day.
+ He would apologize for calling too much and no matter how many times I tell him its okay, he still does it--And I dont get sick of it.
+ He wouldnt mind me re-saying the lines to all my favorite movies.
+ We could take showers together and not think about sex.
+ He would get along with my parents and they'd buy him little random things.
+ He would surprise me with 25 cent rings.
+ And on his birthday, I'd treat him to his favorite resteraunt.
+ We would have contests of how far we could spit our gum, or how far we could jump off a swing.
+ He would take me to the park.
+ We'd make fun of people at the mall together.
+ I'd let him drive my car.
+ He would grab my waist and kiss my neck.
+ Sometimes at night we would put on music and dance in our pajamas.
+ It'd be cute if he fell asleep early and I snuck! into bed with him.
+ Oh and I'd love his bed head.
+ I could suck on his lip ring too.
+ And we'd always take pictures in photo boothes.
+ He'd never turn down a trip to the boardwalk.
+ We would play tag on the beach.
+ We'd go to pet shops just to look around, But when we finally get a puppy, he will let me name it and he'll let it sleep with us.
+ He'd tell all his friends about me and smile at me when he did.
+ This boy would dedicate songs to me at his shows.
+ He'd even call up radio stations to do it.
+ We'd sit on the kitchen floor and eat PB&J sandwhiches.
+ We'd makeout in the rain.
+ He would write me notes to tell me where he was if he left when i wasnt around.
+ He'd kiss me every morning when he woke up.
+ On sundays we would have a big breakfast.And whenever I saw a funky purse, he'd encourage me to buy it.
+ He'd always tell me when something didnt look good, and I didnt mind.
+ His nails will be painted black, and we will sit and paint each others .
+ He'd play monopoly with me until the "wee hours" of the morning.
+ We would play Playstation 2.
+ Sometimes he would teach me how to play guitar, but we would always end up laughing at each other.
+ He'd make cute noises in his sleep, like when he'd roll over.
+ He'd run his fingers through my hair, even if I havent washed it in a week.
+ We'll sing songs before we go to bed, He would always let me pick the song.
+ He'll always make out with me when I want him to and never pull away.
+ Someone to share lollie pops with.
+ He will get along with all my friends, and vice versa.
+ We'll go to the dinner real late and make friends with everyone there.
+ He would quit smoking for me.
+ He would buy me TBS shirts, and even take me to a Jessica Simpson concert, Even if he heard them the first time around.
+ When I wash dishes, he would give me a hug from behind and put his head on my shoulder.
+ He would never be embarressed to say "I Love You" In front of his friends.
+ He never censors himself if he wants to say 'cute' or 'aww'.
+ We'd take midnight car rides down to the beach.
+ And i would like it if whenever I complimented him, he would get shy and turn red.
+ We'd have pillow fights and throw sheets when we changed them.
+ I want a boy who can argue over stupid things with me, and then go totally soft when I got sad and apologized.
+ I want someone who will stay up late watching Comedy Central and Adult Swim on sundays.
+ I want a boy who would take me to a place like Target just to make fun of certain things.
+ He'd love music just as much as I do, but still have that punk rock side to him.
+ We'd dye each others hair and stain towels.
+ We'd have a candle lit dinner with take out.
+ He would pretend box with me and buy me swords at toy stores.
+ We'll kiss at midnight on new years in Times Square.
+ He would come to all my performances, big or small, good or bad. (i dance. i have competitions)
+ We would make funny faces at each other when im on the phone.
+ I want a boy who can mosh like a mother fucker then come home and sing to me acoustic.
+ I want someone who would lay with me outside under the stars.
+ I want a boy I can rap with.
+ I want a boy who appreciates the trashy side of a girl.
+ Someone who would take me to the city just to walk around.
+ Someone who will squirt me with water guns in the house.
+ I would like to write my name in a heart on his hip bone, and him to write his on mine.
+ Someone who would tell me i was beautiful but not too often.
+ Talk to him on aim about stupid things.
+ Someone who would look me in the eye and tell me something very, very serious, yet silly and tell me not to laugh.
+ A boy who wouldnt mind me putting mayo on everything, He'd never say "ew thats gross".
+ Someone who doesnt mind me drooling over all the hot boys.
+ Someone who would make me laugh like no one! else could.
+ He'd pick up a flower for me while walking.
+ He would scream every word to every song we play in the car.
+ He'd surprise me all the time.
+ He'd like to watch me sleep.
+ He'd like to chew ice just as much as I did.
+ He wouldn't break my heart or lie to me.
+ A boy who would watch me put makeup on and let me put a little glitter on his cheek.
+ A boy who likes stars also like i do.
+ We'd quote lines from movies or songs to describe the moment.
+ He'd hold me closer than normal if i was sick.
+ His feet wouldnt bother me as much as everyone's elses do.
+ He would draw me pictures.
+ We'd go out a lot, but also stay home some weekends like hermits and keep to ourselves.
+ He'd let me pick out a few cute shirts for him, and we'd play dress up.
+ When we kissed our lips will be pressed together.
+ He'd play with my hair.
+ We'd go to different phone booths and call each other.
+ We'd buy disposable camera's in bulk and take tons of pictures.
+ We'd fight sometimes. But he never settles on what i think, it would have to be mutual.
+ I want a boy who wouldn’t mind to change his ways and open up to me.

o well no ones that perfect..but o how i wish..hmm well dats all i have to say...

-oUtZ

You gotta pause the song fro the video..it’s the My Boo video hehe well long time no blog..so much shit has happened..well o well wuteva im still alove eh? i realized i dun need u to go on..i never did..cuz God will always b dere for me wenever i need him..and to all of my frens who helped  me wen i was in need..thank you, you kno who u are..hehe love you guys!! dun do nething stupid now!! lol i have no control of what they do....lol..hmm well ya

The video/song above is for the one and only and my

BESTEST BUDDIE DANIEL

who was dere for me!!! hehe well ya hmm wut did i doon wed we had a half day and got out at 12 and tay, kel and i went down to clement to eat lunch..lol we had to go back to school cuz we had damn practice at 4:30....and yesterday..well i had no school but i still had to go dere cuz i had practice at 9-10:30 in the morning which was alright cuz it got out of the way...so then walked down fillmore and shopped with kimmy and tay..and took the bus to my dad's station and chilled dere for a bit and then at 3 met Hepsie  and went down to lick to go watch D and Corrina at the lick vball tourney..so ya..watched lick play against wallenburg...hung out with Hepsie, Reese, Suzie, Eric, and Aaron on the sidelines....and i saw Natalia, Elizabeth, Bonadies.Jen F., and Athalie haven’t seen them in hella long, lick won..and then i got stuck doing lines but its alright cuz well he said I would get paid..but im going back on sat so ya..hmm well 2day I got a game vs. Drew…hmm I wonder who will win..naww jpjp ...realized that i have midterms coming up sux ass man...dammit..we have our first next friday the 9th and so on..dammit..o well wuteva got a dance on that friday the 15 so ya that shall b fun...well ya I’ll blog more bout later

-OuTz-

<P.S> Hi HEPSiE!!!! hehe

another pic!! Corrina, Reese, Me, and Hepsie....Bottom: Suzie

heres a pic hehe Heps, Corrina, Heidi, Me, Karen, and Sophia...hehe thx guys!

put more up later

-OuTz-